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why am i blogging at 4.30am when i have to wake up in another 2 hours time?
cause i'm ^ucking frustrated about my trip out just now. after supper and dropping the girls off, i was on lentor road and then the cars nearby all slowed down. of course i also slowed (i'm not so dumb to not know got camera nearby) n for god's sake, i was driving at 70km/h, the speed limit written on the sign. but there was this blinding flash still in the end. like F U!! i kept to the speed limit and even slowed down!! what the bloody hell you still want? too free is it? put the speed limit sign for fun or put wrong? nb. i'm totally du lan. all i can swear is they took my pic at 80kmh at a further position, but it's not valid as well since the other cars are all flying ard me at that time. wished it was flashing at some other cars opp. but until i know the truth, there's no way i can rest in peace. emotions flood me now: anger, confusion, irritation, n of course guiltiness. did i mention ANGER!?! grrrrrrrrrrrr

read up on sites with people with same experience. a few of them say they got a notice only, even thou they admit to speeding. warning is better than paying for nothing. but anyway, another thing is i went to check the traffic police site where they allow you to check for summons using nric, plate no etc. and well, i got nothing. 2 points to take note, they might not update my recent "speeding" that occurred just an hour ago. Or i simply remember my bro's car no wrongly. however, shall i be found out getting any tickets, summons, warnings or whatever they can bloody think of next, i'll be banned from driving again. just when i get to drive on my own. moronic idiots!! as if i really LOVE driving. nect time, i'll just drive out to the nearest mrt. after all, it's only the walk out to the bus stop that truly pissed me off.

i need my NAP now. f*^% the rules for now.