, ♥

i swear i'm going freaking nuts soon
i'm sure eveyone have an item which is always in your way, like a picture stuck to ur spects/contact lens/eye balls
but when you finally need it, the fucking item will be MIA??
like serious nonsense... i'm sick of it
and no wonder, considering the state of mess my royal chamber is right now

and you have not seen my table or my cupboard

everyone's xiao ke ai pingu me have information overload
with all the news, the happenings and blogs

heart is bleeding
brain is not working
tearglands ready to activate
emotions are flooding

what can i do?
stop the heart?
screw the brain?
tear the glands?
or simply FUCK the emotions?

i'm in no mood now
to think after projects= happiness to me is not applicable now
nothing seems to go well
or maybe it's cause things go so damn well it's bloody sad to end

i'll miss all my new friends coz i love them