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ok i have a zillion of nonsense to blog about
not to mention a few FUCKING LONG-DUED entries to finish posting
but i know i will wait til the cows go home if i don't write about it today


it's about cars,



misunderstanding,
and quitting


point 1: i don't feel flattered when people quarrelled just cause i'm mentioned... why the fuck would i feel so? guilty is the word. though i know nobody wanna do it on purpose or emo just cause of a comment that involved me, i wouldn't feel good... not at all


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point 2: maybe this commotion can be solved easily, and i'll do anything to help in it. that is... if i'm allowed to
this is a minor case!! it's 6years of friendship on the line people!!
and i am what? only a tag along within these 6months?
it's less than that!! so please patch up soon k!
having a car is just... well... supposed to be useful!! not to stir up troubles
and i think both side shld just chill, cool off and talk since both have good intentions
just misinterpreted

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point 3: nobody likes to be made use of... not me as well...
i cannot say i DON'T feel offended, i'm not some perverts who like being said in that manner u know...
what if someone said THAT to/about u??
but since he did have logic in the overall idea, i definintely would not hold it against him
my petrol is not paid by me, being the spoilest spoilt brat, i dun really mind driving if that is what everyone want and the benefits are more than the cons

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but if u never drive, u'll never know how difficult it is to measure the pros n cons
the drivers n passengers are hell of a difference
as drivers, u have to focus on the rd while navigate the rds u never know exists
while the rest are having freaking fun behind and relax til the destination is reached
n sometimes driving take longer than taking bus... i swear... the expressway jams can take ur breath away
so i don't fuck care if u think i'm niao (stingy) for not driving sometimes or for not fetching ppl
it's really because i didn't/don't want to drive in the 1st place
i'm paying more to reach my destination later by using my more energy to steer around
sure it's a privilege to be able to drive around, but when u're being made used of and ordered around...

it becomes a burden
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passengers meanwhile just have to sit in the freaking car, shake their legs, after getting picked up at the doorstep and dropped down at the destination
who u think is more tired one??
i don't mind giving others a ride if i'm driving

as long as the request is not asking me to drive them to the thai-malaysia's border
but if u treat me with fucking attitude as if i'm your driver, when i'm NOT paid a single cent
then it's FUCK U OFF U IDIOT
glad this rarely ever happen

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n have u even wonder how it feels if u are driving for hours and didnt have any rest for the previous 24hours while making sure u don't kill yourself and your friends in your car?
well ... it's terrible trying to keep awake.
i tried it something like that with just abit of rest before driving out to unknown places
the stress... the pressure... the tiredness...
real killer
i'm not a daytona driver, not even fit to drive a taxi with my lousy-like-fucking-shit skills
so go ahead, get ur license before some of ur friends, get a car and maybe u will know the reasons why taxi drivers are not the world's best job u can get

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point 4: i'll stop being kaypo n tag along with group of people i'm not part of... i'm truly thankful for the good times we had together... and i think its good enough for me. it's not worth it when i'm neither friends with them in the end and the original pals fall out with each other

pingu knows she's not needed, liked or wanted.. she knows when's the time to quit being over-zealous

the time is now

ciao people!!