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Ahhh X'mas...
The excuse to make a list and pray someone good (or rich) enough will notice and get you something from the list as well as to exchange pressies with lovies
And I noticed there's nothing I lacked or needed
What a perfect life and feeling right??

BIG FAT BOO-HOO
NO!!

All a sudden I have no aims, no wants, no needs, no more desires or urges
WTF
No wonder I feel like I have no motivation and whatsoever to keep me hyped up and going
I'm just living just to live